ELECTRIFY MY LIFE.

Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place I've been dreaming of?

2012-02-25T09:37:00.021-08:00

O hey young folks! It is a good thing that now my life revolves around 3 things - Boyfriend, School and Girls. There are a few things that happened over these few months, I resigned Topshop again. Yes, again. I have a notion that weekends would be a little greater with infinite days of interesting plans rather than hang clothes and greet customers at the main entrance. The main point is that, I feel that I need to concentrate more on school as well. It just feels heavenly to be home on the weekends, and go to sleep without bothering to set the alarm clock. Waking up at any time and having all the time to spare in your own comfort zone. I'm more than blessed. Besides that, leaving some of my colleagues behind was definitely hard. Cause I know, we won't be as close as we are in the future :(

What I'm wearing: Red Skater Dress with a Black Chiffon Cardigan over, Topshop's Chain Feather Necklace, H&M socks, Brown Lace Shoes and Red and Brown Leather Vintage Bag.

So the most dumbest happiest thing that happened this February is that I finally got my iPhone 4S! And it was secretly re-contracted using my old number. Clever, ay? I shall ought to promise myself not to lose this device ever again. Be it at public toilets or anywhere else, I don't wish to lose it ever again. Yes, yes I'm aware that iPhone 5 is coming out in July but I just couldn't wait any longer. Besides, the first batch are always the problematic ones. Say Hello to my new Hello Kitty handphone casing! (above) I'm never a fan of Hello Kitty but I couldn't stop admiring this! Too adorable.

Dinner of Curry Chicken and Beef Stew along with Coconut Drinks at The Mushroom Cafe.

Things I want to do with you today:
~~Go on long walks~~
~~Explore new places we've never gone to~~
~~Hold hands~~
~~Take dumb pictures~~
~~Be completely insane~~
~~Attack each other with big hugs out of nowhere~~
~~Be weird together~~
~~Act like little kids~~
~~Call each other animal names~~
Everything all over again

If you're observant enough, is there any change in me?

low self-esteem.

2012-02-23T22:44:00.000-08:00

A way to keep a girl is to reassure her, to remind her that you love her everyday. To remind her she is the most beautiful girl in your eyes. To reassure her she is the only girl in your life. She will get jealous and lose sight of you sometimes. Why? Because there are tons of prettier girls around you. But if you do love her for who she is, reassure her that she means everything to you. Girls feel insecure sometimes."

How gravity pulls both you and I.

2012-02-08T21:00:00.034-08:00

A romantic stay-cation with company of Brown Brothers' Moscato to go with colourful candles by the bed as well as the bathtub to warm up the aura. And not to forget supper of Seafood Steamboat at The Terrace.

The mystery in keeping love is never giving up.
Happy 4th, ♥

here I am gratifyingly satisfied that I assemble together every piece of my strength and courage to create a whole new picture.

2012-01-22T01:45:00.000-08:00

22.01.2012

So the big day is finally here! Where both Nurvianty's elder siblings (Sister in black and red lace, Brother in black and white suit) are finally married. Persandingan on the same day itself, how sweet to share the same date together! Aw. So the theme colour was obviously red, since it was eve of Chinese New Year.

Had Nasi Briyani, Sambal Goreng Pengantin, Daging Rendang, Ayam Masak Merah and Black Pepper Prawns. The boy was such a sweetheart to peel off the prawns' skin for me by the way, heh. And yes, the prawns are to die for! We didn't only had Nasi Briyani but we had our few other rounds of Mee Soto and Roti Jala! Let's move on the desserts...

Of course, the wedding would be incomplete without a wedding cake!

We didn't had a photo with the both the brides and grooms simply because I was too shy. So after our stomachs are full, we decided to make a move and get ready for our so-called "impromptu" date to Mount Faber. Thank God there's a straight bus from Nurvianty's.

I gained 5kg! I'm already weighing at 50kg now! *throws confetti*
The Velvet skater dress I was wearing was actually Mummy's! I was supposed to wear it on Dinner and Dance two years back but in the end I didn't.

As soon as we reached Henderson Waves, it was already pouring. I didn't know what I was thinking but I suddenly felt like just playing in the rain. So in the end, we did! That explains our hair in the next few pictures.

Ah yes, we were walking around and we discovered a somewhat very beautiful place. I introduce you.. The Alkaff Mansion.

Izzat was like, "B, kita kahwin dekat sini ah." Translate: "Let's do our wedding here." Very feeling lah he.

Even I was dazzled by the loo! Okay I know I might sound a bit retarded but I love the ambience.

Me and Izzat, we simply just can't stop falling in love. It has been a crazy joyride, with lots of laughter and our usual silly harsh jokes. There's a few heated arguements out of insecurities and jealousy but we somehow managed to work things out. We just can't stay mad at each other for too long. And him? He just can't stop bullying me. He said it was rather enjoyable to sit back and watch me sulk on my own. And when I acted cute, he'll just grab me back to his comfortable arms and give me that particular bone-crushing hug (that I think I need right this instant). We just can't get enough of each other, that's for sure. I don't want this Honeymoon period to be over, yet! I ♥ you, Norizzat Bin Abdul Aziz

So do you want to wait for my another post before I reach to the end? I believe not. Humans are too anxious about silly things. Goodnight readers, till we meet again.

muhammad adha and kartika sari's solemnisation

2012-01-21T01:34:00.001-08:00

The groom's side's Hantaran (gifts) for the bride.

You might be wondering, what the hell is one side of the heels doing in the middle of the cake am I right? The heel itself is made out of icing! It's an ice-cream Icing cake. How creative isn't it?

The bride's side's Hantaran (gifts) for the groom. Look what cake he got for himself? Too cute!

Congratulations to the Newly Wed!

picnic at singapore botanic garden

2012-01-14T17:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Third, ♥

crackle nails are here to stay!

2012-01-07T19:38:00.000-08:00

boogie countdown at universal studios singapore

2011-12-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

Countdown to 2012 was rather different than previous years. We had a triple date and celebrated New Year at Universal Studios Singapore this time round! Yes, it's like my 5th/6th time at USS. And I even bought a new Leopard Print Peter Pan Collar Playsuit just to wear for the night!

So we broke our virginity to the new 3D Transformers' ride. It was very, very good I must say! I love it a lot. Throughout the whole journey I was like, "awesome sia, oh my god." HAHAHA.

We had this enormous Pizza for supper! Tandoori Chicken. (Since the other Pizzas had pork inside it.)

So here are pictures of the fireworks for those who missed out the fun:

This is my very first time ever catching fireworks right in front of my eyes! I mean, usually when we catch fireworks, there will be so many people and there might be trees or lamps or people that will always block your way right? The fireworks in USS were placed on top of the water as it shooted out (you can see it in one of the pictures above), we were right at the very front and it was indeed beautiful. And that exact moment was perfect when fireworks were just in front of your eyes as it was a very new year once again. After which we drove to Sentosa to have a mini picnic along the beach behind Tanjong Beach Club a company of Absolut Vanilla and coke. Had an impromptu sleepover at Izzat's till morning. The best countdown ever!
So.. How was your New Years' Eve everyone?

sedap

2011-12-30T23:18:00.000-08:00

Baby, I love you, I need you here.
Give me all the time.
Baby we meant to be.
You got me, smiling all the time.

Cause you know how to give me that,
You know how to pull me back.
When I go running, running.
Tryin' to get away from loving ya.
You know how to love me hard,
I won't lie, I'm falling hard.
I'm falling for ya but there's nothing wrong with that.

You the one that I dream about all day,
You the one that I think about always,
You are the one so I make sure I behave.
My love is your love, your love is my love."

oh my god, it's going to be 2012?!?!?!?!?!?!

2011-12-25T09:59:00.000-08:00

So it's time where we bid farewell to the old and welcome to the new.

This year, I've learnt that life's not about pleasing others. It's about being yourself. I've learnt about giving without expecting anything in return. I've learnt how incredibly fast people can move on. I've learnt to recognize who are the true ones not only during the happy times but also the times in need. I've learnt how easy it was to fall in love and also all the effort that's required to stay in love. I've learnt that expection equals to disappointment. I've learnt to keep on trying even after failing. I've learnt that mistakes are bound to happen. I've learnt how messed up things can be so suddenly. I've learnt that changes are constant. I've learnt that happiness and all over the other moods are not permanent. I've learnt how to forgive, and also forget. And I'm still learning from each of my mistakes day by day, each and every second as I live.

2011 was as swift as it was in 2010. The difference? I was happier girl this year. It was filled with many significant memories with many eloquent events.

With everything, be it good or bad that had happened in 2011, I reflected what life have brought me so far. I have always been deliberating around while life goes past me. Aimlessly searching for a goal but never seem to be able to discover it. It is here and now that I should put into writing some aspirations that I hope to achieve in the coming year before it is too late.

So here it goes...

New Year Resolutions:
#1
Be punctual as can be.
Especially for school! And also work. Improve on time management. Fix up body clock. Get proper sleep.

#2
Less vulgarities.
I've been very vulgar this year and let's decrease on saying those words shall we?

#3
Stop spending money on wants instead of needs.
I got this habit of spending money on unnecessary stuffs and end up regretting them, seriously. I should put a stop to this and start saving.

#4
Keep my hair longer.
I've been trimming off my hair due to split ends. And recently I realized that most of my girlfriends have very long hair already! Time to stop chopping off my hair and keep it longer.

#5
Learn how to cook.
This is important. Very. Like most people uttered, "A hungry man is an angry man." If I don't learn how to, even my boyfriend would not wish to get married to me. Hehehe.

#6
Have more florals and colours add in to my wardrobe!
Ah yes, many people will say I don't match with florals. But I did try it on and my friends said it will look more sweeter than my usual self. Should get those without pink florals, especially when Spring/Summer's coming our way! The only colours I have in my wardrobe: Black, White, Brown, Grey, Navy Blue and Burgundy. I should try add in more catchy colours. And I want to get something metallic this year, and Velvets!

#6
Be less clumsy + careless
I have always been losing things. This year, I lost my iPhone 4 due to my careless-ness. I left it in the toilet's cubicle and forgot to take it back. Isn't that just plain stupid? I'll be extra vigilant and careful next year. Accidents and mistakes are bound to happen. I'll just be more aware of my actions in the future.

As cliche as it may sound, I'll make an effort to achieve it this year. Have great New Year everybody!

happy 20th birthday, bella nur nabila.

2011-12-24T08:16:00.000-08:00

when it's real feelings' hard to conceal

2011-12-19T09:12:00.000-08:00

Half of December already past, 2011's gone way too fast isn't it?

+++ 50 Beautiful Things You Can Do With Vaseline +++

2011-12-17T01:34:00.000-08:00

I've always been wondering why there's so many bottles/tubs of Vaseline lying all over Izzat's place and even in his dad's car. So one day I was really bored (trust me), and actually did a research on it.

50 Beautiful Things You Can Do With Vaseline

1. Put a coat on your eyelashes before you go to bed. Lots of people swear by this - and say it will make your lashes grow longer and thicker over time.

2. Put a coat of Vaseline on your feet at night, cover them with socks and wake up to softer feet - every day!

3. Put Vaseline on your elbows every day - they will stay soft!

4. Put Vaseline on your cuticles several times a day for softer and better looking cuticles every day.

5. Put Vaseline on chapped lips

6. Use Vaseline as lip gloss

7. Mix a little Vaseline with a little Kool-Aid powder and make a colored and flavored lip gloss!

8. Melt Vaseline and one chocolate chip in the microwave, mix and let resolidify for chocolate lip gloss!

9. Maintains perfume scent longer when applied at perfume points before spritzing the perfume.

10. Can be used as a moisturizer for acne sufferers (it is a misconception that it clogs pores)

11. Moisturizes severe dry skin

12. Use Vaseline on your knees to prevent that dry, ashy look

13. Mix with sea salts to make a scrub!

14. Applying Vaseline on your teeth prevents lips from sticking to teeth for celebrities and contestants in beauty pageants who smile a lot

15. Applied on teeth before applying lipstick prevents lipstick from sticking on them

16. Massage, baby!

17. Warmed up can be used as a night cream

18. Makeup remover

19. Protects skin exposed to adverse weather

20. Applied under eye shadow it can create a shiny effect

21. Applied on cheeks for a dewy look

22. Can be used to smooth and soothe skin after shaving

23. Used in manicures under cuticles

24. Gets rid of dry skin lines which can arise from washing

25. Lubricates ear lobes and helps to make earring insertion easy and painless

26. Keeps fingernails pliable and resilient

27. Use with your lipstick to create a cream blusher for your cheeks

28. Helps to ease off stuck on rings

29. Tames unruly eyebrows

30. Defines eyelashes and leaves them with a glossy and waterproof look

31. Conditions scalp pre-shampooing

32. Can help prevent chaffing

33. Aids with healing after cosmetic surgery procedures

34. Reduces scaling and itching associated with dandruff

35. Theraputic when applied to lesions caused by poison ivy

36. Can help improve condition of those with atopic eczema

37. Helps heal and protect new tattoos

38. Can protect against harmful hair dyeing, perming and straightening chemicals when used as a mask around the hairline

39. Use a tiny dab to put a quick shine on your shoes and bags

40. Smear a tiny bit on your hands and scrunch through your hair for a choppy look

41. Use just a touch on the ends of your hair to hide dry and split ends

42. Remove makeup stains from clothing

43. Rub Vaseline on the neck of your nail polish bottles and they won’t get stuck to the caps

44. Make your week old nail polish look new again - rub a small dab over the polish.

45. Use a touch of Vaseline mixed with powder eyeshadow pigment to make new colors, or a more solid eyeshadow that won’t get all over your face when you put it on.

46. Stretch your favorite lotion by mixing it with Vaseline.

47. Put Vaseline on your lips, leave it a few minutes, then scrub your lips with a toothbrush to exfoliate and leave them SO smooth

48. Remove false eyelash glue from your lash line

49. Apply a small amount on dry spots on your body before fake tanning lotions are applied, and prevent uneven tanning!

50. Generously apply Vaseline all over before taking flights to combat associated dryness

Hope this helps!

from dusk till dawn

2011-12-10T11:10:00.000-08:00

ZOUKOUT '11
(improper update)

crazy, stupid, love.

2011-12-02T02:01:00.000-08:00

Dear boy,

I still remember the very first time we chatted, we planned to celebrate our birthdays together. I still remember the first time we met, I lied that I was taller than you. And I complained about how dirty my Angry Birds' pouch was and we listened to Raya songs throughout the journey home. I still remember those times when I acted all angry and called you a busybody just because we had too many things in common, but secretly liked it. I still remember the very first time we kissed. How everything was somehow a surprise, how everything falls perfectly in place. I still remember your first white lie. You said you had enough money for your cab fare after sending me home at wee hours, but ended up running from my place all over to yours under the heavy downpour just because you didn't want to use my money. I still remember how hard we laughed when we saw the blackest ass ever (haha). I still remember all the harsh nicknames we call each other. I still remember how we trigger an alarm at a coffee shop, just because we wanted to get some toilet papers. I still remember you made me the cutest breakfast ever. I still remember how nervous I was to meet your parents for the very first time. And yes, I still remember all the small, littlest things we used to have.

I imagined that there is this notebook whereby I could write our love chapters in. And then, life would magically occur orderly according to what's written.

merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas

2011-11-26T01:56:00.000-08:00

Season Greetings from Topshop/Topman Vivo City! Don't forget to drop by to shop.

according to you - orianthi

2011-11-23T00:34:00.000-08:00

Orianthi - According To You
Artist: Orianthi
Album: Believe

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you, you
According to you, you

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

topshop make-up

2011-11-20T01:23:00.000-08:00

Just thought of sharing with you readers what are the must-haves you should grab from Topshop's Make-up Collection. Everything is below $20, not to worry!

1) Topshop's LIPS "Rumour Has It"
Colour: Dusty Rose
Smoke And Mirrors Auntumn/Winter Collection
Au Naturel lips! Velvet finish lipstick to smooth, moisturize and nourish lips. Matte finish, wear alone or with gloss for a shiny finish.

2) Topshop's Lip Marker
This is just way too awesome because it's like a felt tip and it's long-lasting. Apply directly to lips, outlining first and then filling in. Wear alone for a matte look or layer with a lip glaze for a high shine finish.

3) Topshop's Smokey Eyes Quad In Smouldering
All the colours you need to blend and shades that make it up to a perfect smokey eye look! Eye sockets would be great. Plus, it's shimmering.

4) Topshop's Bronzer Highlighter in Sunrise
Adds a nice summery tanish glow to your face even in the middle of Winter! Brush it on your cheekbones, a bit on the nose and forehead. It gives the illusion of higher, more defined cheekbones which makes your face looks thinner.

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I've never been interested in make-up. Till one fine day, I was deployed under the make-up area. My hand got a little bit itchy to try some of 'em. And yeah you guessed right, I decided to try 'em on. If you know me well, the usual me is always with just eyeliner, mascara and lipstick on. And fake eyelashes if I'm not that lazy. Thought of doing a make-up tutorial one day though. Hmm?

rock star 2011

2011-11-14T00:57:00.000-08:00

So me and Izzat caught a Bollywood movie together for our very first time tonight! In fact, he's the only guy who's willing to do that for me :)

Well basically for this movie, I can say it's rather different then those normal ones that have a happy ending in the end yada, yada, yada. It hits you slowly and gradually. The more you watch it, then the more you will like it. These kind of movies, they grow on you. But the ending is a little of a disappointment. Well, you know me; I believe in happy endings. In the end....... Okay I shall not tell you guys, go watch it for yourselves! Lastly, I fell in love with how an Indian Rockstar and a Pakistani Beauty look so good together in the movie. And definitely, this one's better than Ra One. That's about it.

we found love in a hopeless place.

2011-11-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

Our "I love you more" fights. Happy First, baby! ♥

i'm sorry but long entries will only be updated till i'm fully free.

2011-11-12T09:39:00.000-08:00

Some stories open the door for something more. And then there are fairytale endings where the girl gets her prince. And endings that turn you introspective about your own life and your place in the world. And then there's the ending that you saw coming a mile away, and yet somehow still takes you by surprise.

Gossip Girl

Don't promise when you're happy, don't reply when you're angry, and don't decide when you're sad.

2011-11-11T01:07:00.000-08:00

Him: I still can't believe we're together.
Me: You still can't believe, baby? Haha.
Him: Yes, I still can't believe. Still too good to be true.
Me: Alhamdulillah. Honestly, me too. Just too good to be true.
Him: Alhamdulillah. And I'm loving it that way because it makes me wonder and eventually smile to myself trying to figure out that miracles happen in reality. Aaaah~ *charmed

Happy 11/11/11 everyone ♥

c h o c o l a t e / i n d u l g e n c e

2011-11-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

Ice-cream Buffet at Swensens' Ion with Alissa and Emah on a Tuesday night!

HAL●WΞΞN H●RR●R N|GHT

2011-10-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

So, I got to hit Universal Studios Singapore yet again for the fourth/fifth time on the 30th! But this time is different cause it's my very first time with boyfriend, Bella and Sam.

When we reached, the whole place was rather revamped into a Zombieland! It's as if all of us are in the actual movie "Night of the Living Dead". Enjoy the pictures all!

We had our supper at Mel's Dine-in and then continued our way to the Haunted House. After that, we ended our night at "The Sins", it's a so-called dancefloor where all the zombies, mummies and monsters danced! It was rather an unexpected juxtaposition.

And then the night ended off with an inspiring awe.

i'm not the one easy to get to, but all that changed baby when i met you.

2011-10-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession of trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

pop-it up!

2011-10-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

POP-IT UP!

happy 19th birthday, dearest boyfriend!

2011-10-15T11:54:00.000-07:00

W▲ NDΞRLUST
impromptu

there is no one else like you.

2011-10-14T10:28:00.000-07:00

When our birthdays are just a day apart,
when our Dads' have the same exact names,
when we have two siblings,
when we're the middle child,
when we're Libras,
when we bite straws,
when we're both afraid of heights,
when we have the same first 3 digits of our Identity Card,
when we're in the same college,
when our Mums' make the same sound when they sneeze,
when both our names start with an "N",
when we have the same personality,when we have too much in common,
when we're totally in love with each other. Here now, you're officially mine.I'll mark down every 14th of every month in my calender.Blogger, meet my new boyfriend ♥

happy 19th birthday siti khadijah saffar and to myself!

2011-10-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, so you guys should know by now that every October 12th is my dearest Siti's birthday and then the next day is mine! So Nurvianty brought us on a Cable Car Ride for the very first time. And then she blindfolded us, and brought us to a very long trail. (You guys don't know how scared I was, it felt like I was blind for minutes!) And when they opened my blindfold, candles litting up a "19" and a heart shape right in front of my very eyes! As usual, I squealed out of happiness and hugged both of my girls. And then later on at night, our boyfriends can clicked in a blink of an eye! At 12:00 AM sharp, I was thrown into the sea. How awesome can that be, imagine how cold I was. Haha! it was rather an enjoyable and memorable night I can say, just take a look at our crazy pictures above. And yes, I have sepet eyes.

hello october!

2011-09-30T11:19:00.000-07:00

Hello boys and girls! I'm up for more updates.

Hanan goes curly tonight.

ECO HIGH FASHION WEEK PHOTOSHOOT (COMPETITION SUBMISSION)

2011-09-29T10:29:00.000-07:00

Behind The Scenes: Eco High Fashion Week Photoshoot

After the shoot's done, we had a few videos taken. Probably by then I was rushing my way to meet Faiz who just booked on from camp. We headed to Somerset for a nice dinner of Lontong Goreng! Our initial plan was to discuss about our birthday party at Wanderlust but instead, we ended up doing lots of catching up stories. Here are some silly pictures we took :)

Faiz with his new backcombed hair. Okay girls, stop drooling already!

I know, I know. I looked so shagged right?

And at the end of the day, my Hero came to the rescue to carry my heavy bag and take all my sorrows away! Chek! He just never, ever fails to make my day a better one with his non-stop jokes that made me laugh nonetheless. Aw.

i could go running, racing, dancing, chasing, leaping, bounding, hair whipping, heart pounding, splashing, reeling.

2011-09-24T11:57:00.000-07:00

i can't explain this feeling, i think about it everyday.

2011-09-23T11:32:00.000-07:00

Everyone wants to be your sun, but not me. I want to be your moon so I can light up yout darkest moments when your sun isn't around.

I ♥ you lykke li I ♥ you lykke li I ♥ you lykke li

2011-09-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

"I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you."
And I got a hug from Lykke Li.

what if i told you that you take up the most space in my brain?

2011-09-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

Him: You're the most irritating girl I've ever met.
Me: I'm honoured.
Him: You should be.
Me: Why?
Him: Because I love irritating girls like you.

Expectations = Dissappointments

2011-09-11T11:12:00.001-07:00

I want someone who take me to places I'd never seen before. Someone who's as crazy as I do. Someone who'll laugh along to my jokes that doesn't even makes sense sometimes. Some who drops me random texts, to tell me how much I've been missed. Someone who's willing to wake up early to have breakfast with me. Someone who can talk crap over the phone and how our day was. Someone who brings me my favourite chocolates after a bad day. Someone who sends me funny videos or photos of himself, just to make me laugh. Someone who brings me balloons instead of flowers on my birthday, and sing to me my favourite song in front of my closest friends. Someone who would say 'I'm thankful I knew her' or 'she's unlike the others.' Someone who constantly reminds me whenever I act all stupid. Someone who knows I'm always late, and is still willing to wait. Someone who eats a lot as I do, and also tolerate with my too many cravings. Someone who would make a fool out of himself just to see me laugh after a cry instead of saying the usual "c'mon cheer up". Some who would do handmade cards or collages to show how much I actually mean to him. Someone who would pull me close and cuddle after a completely shagged one hour plus trip back from school. Someone who gives me surprises after a long, tiring day at work. Someone I can totally be myself with. Someone who thinks the littlest things do matter. To be honest, that's all I ever need. But at the end of the day, expectations just leads to dissappointments. Yes?

Here goes nothing.

2011-09-10T08:48:00.000-07:00

I like how you bully me in a articulately funny way when we're together. I like the way you never fail to make me laugh by your never-ending lame jokes. I like how we're too comfortable with each other, and how fast we started off as being no one but, ourselves. I like the way you tickle me because you know how much I irritate you. I like it when we stare into each other's eyes. I like it when you're by my side simply because, I never get bored even a slightest second. I like it when pinch both my right and left cheeks at the same time, and purposely stretch to the certain extent till it can be stretched anymore, and made me sulk in pain. I like how I always sleep over the phone while talking to you, but you never ever angrily brought that up. I like how nice it sounds when you strum the guitar, and selfishly made a face when I plead you to teach me how to. I like how you lie to me that you're not sleepy, when you actually are, just to spend a little more time with me. I like how a smile never leaves my face each time we meet. I like how we tease each other with very harsh names, cursing each other, and end up having a debate on who to win the fight. I like random calls from you, even if it's at wee hours in the morning. Mostly, I like how we have too much things in common, and how coincidence falls perfectly. I like how things are between us right now, and I don't ever want things to change. I’ve never been this close to someone in so little time. I'm not ready for another heartbreak.

happy belated 19th, aida rafaeli ripangi

2011-09-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

Damn you, Photobooth

maybe i should keep this to myself?

2011-09-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

Pretty much, says everything.

EID MUBARAK '11

2011-08-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

And eventually, the day that all of you are waiting for is finally now here! I haven't made a public wish yet so here I am, I'd like to take the opportunity to wish all Muslimins and Muslimahs a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir dan Batin. I would like to make the most sincerest apology to a number of friends. Dear family, friends and loved ones, If you have ever been hurt due to my harsh words and big mouth, forgive me. If you ever been lied to or broken promises made by me, then forgive me. If I've raised my voice towards you, then forgive me.If I ever did gave you high hopes and end up crushing them, then forgive me.If sometimes my clothing is not polite for your eyes to be laid to, forgive me. If my stubborn attitude ever made you give up on me, forgive me.If sometimes my lame jokes and irritating laughter ever pissed you off, forgive me.If I ever did any, any wrong doings towards you, please forgive me in this wonderful month.
This year's Ramadhan was rather swift. ( ...to be continued after Eid visiting. ) For the meantime, I would love if you guys would enjoy this video! x

Ex(s) can't be friends.

2011-08-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Selamat tinggal, Ramadhan.

I promise myself to put shopping as my least priority.

2011-08-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker wanker

2011-08-14T12:04:00.000-07:00

Meet my ~~almost~~ two days away twin brother with the same fathers' name!

bittersweet memories may hurt, but they've made us who we are.

2011-08-09T12:36:00.000-07:00

When he realizes how much he really loves her, she would already be with the guy that already knew."

geylang sipaku geylang

2011-08-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

Where will all the Malays go to during the month of Ramadhan? Geylang.

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa semua!

2011-08-05T12:31:00.000-07:00

"i stare at my reflection in the mirror, why am I doing this to myself?"

2011-07-27T21:14:00.000-07:00

You know, everything happens for a reason.

I used to be so weak. I used to look back, hoping for light. I used to wait, for changes to happen. I used to be that girl you can easily step into, who's heart you brutally stabbed and tear apart. I used to sit at the corner of the bed, and cry. Cry myself to sleep. I used to look out the window, look up to the sky, to the Moon, thinking about you. I used to be so, so, stupid. I used to fall head over heels over a particular someone. I used to sacrifice the World, just to be loved. I used to think that forever do exists. Fairytales too. I used to think that you were the one for me. I used to tell everyone that you were my everything. I used to plan a future. I used to think too much. I used to be insecure. I used to be foolish, so so foolish. I used to be used. I used to be someone's girlfriend. I used to be in a relationship for years. I used to be called "baby." I used to hold on, when things are already falling apart. I used to think about how much we went through. I used to think that we have an endless amount of chances or that there will always be one more. I used to be someone's "best I ever had." I used to think about you, when all you think about is her. I used to let people take advantage of me, and accepted way less than I deserve. I used to pathetically think that maybe you miss me too. I used to hold onto something that used to be there, hoping it will come back, knowing it won't, and never will.
..but then I realised I was holding on to something that doesn't exists anymore. I am Nurhakimah Binte Abdul Aziz, and I was in love with a boy, for two years and a half, just to only realize that I was completely just a Rebound. All the time, I was just in between two people that should have been together from the start. Two lovers that's just meant to be.

Story of my life.

Janah and Khalis' Engagement Day 23.07.2011

2011-07-23T20:13:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to my dearest Janah♥ and Khalis!

You can't change the past all you can do is make a bigger and brighter future

2011-07-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

Life is all about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, and learning from the past. And realizing that people change.

2011-07-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

Isn't there someone else you could torture?

2011-07-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

Transitions in life are usually marked by major events, birthdays, graduations, weddings; but the greater transition often come out of smaller moments, when we stop and look at who we are, because each time we see how far we have come, we also see how far we still have to go. In order to fully transform, we might need to free ourselves of everything we’ve been holding on to, to send us on our new path, the right one. But if at the end, you find the person you have become is not the person you want to be. You can always turn around and try again. And may be the next time you won’t be so alone when it’s over, too late to turn back now.

- Gossip Girl

Look at the mess we've made :( :( :(

2011-06-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

You never stop loving someone, you just learn how to live without them.

2011-06-19T19:31:00.000-07:00

He’s the boy who won’t baby me with his words. He’s the boy who doesn’t shows that he care, although deep down he cares so much more. He’s the boy who sits home and play games instead of going out with his friends. He’s the boy who tells me when I’m being stupid. He’s the boy who will tell me ‘No’. He’s the boy who can make jokes with me, and laugh at me at the same time. He’s the boy who’s not gorgeous, but indeed enjoyable to look at. He’s the boy who dares to kiss me, hug me, and calls me ‘Sayang’ in front of his parents. He’s the boy who tells me everything. He’s the boy who will buy me food when I’m hungry. He’s the boy who’s always grumpy when I repeat the same questions again or when I disturb his game. He’s the boy who’s willing to change his ways for me. He’s the boy who’s stubborn as much as his girlfriend is. He’s the boy who knows how to make me smile again after a fight. He’s the boy who won’t mind when I embarrass myself. He’s the boy who calls me fat but never stops me from eating. He’s the boy who doesn’t buy me gifts or makes surprises. He’s the boy who loves to be challenged. He’s the boy who I can be rough with. He’s the boy who I can play at the arcade with. He’s the boy who accepts who I am, not the way I am. He’s the boy that I can trust. He’s the boy who went through all up and downs in life with. He’s the boy who doesn’t teach me what’s right and what’s wrong, but instead let me decide on what’s most best for my own self. And lastly, he’s the boy who I let go off today and won't ever forget.

That person who you so often see laughing, joking and smiling, may actually be so broken inside that they're barely holding on anymore.

2011-06-05T19:14:00.000-07:00

Worries. Small things in our minds which cast large shadows over our ♥s

2011-06-03T19:13:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday Ika Shazzani Aziz

- impromptu

I'm counting down the days until I can see you again.

2011-05-20T18:55:00.000-07:00

i need a serena van der woodsen to tell me "everything's gonna be alright" everytime chuck bass screw things up

2011-05-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

And all in an instant, everything changes. We leave the past behind and speed toward the unknown. Our future. We set out for far away places and try to find our self. Or try to lose ourselves. Exploring pleasures closer to home. The problems start when we refuse to let change happen, and cling to old habits. But if we hold on to the past too tight, the future may never come. —Gossip Girl.

sexy girls have it easy

2011-05-09T08:55:00.000-07:00

Documentary : Sexy Girls Have It Easy from Bright Hand Pictures on Vimeo.

say hello to goodbye

2011-05-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

T.G.I.F.F
(Thank God it's Freaking Friday)

who do you think you are, going around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart

2011-05-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

I had the most busiest month ever since school started. Having to juggle Netball and Cheerleading every three days a week, long destination from Jurong East to Simei, looks like I'm stuck with a course I have no interest in. What's new? I've been occupying most of my time under the scorching sun. Hitting the beach, suntanning, jacuzzi. Adding on, I had a swim over at Energy One and that's explains how dark I am right now. My weekends had been filled with my awesome sweethearts, gossip sessions are a must! Broke my virginity to Cold Stone. I got a new pair of Converse High-cut for an everyday shoe. Currently eye-ing on Dr. Marten's Mary Jane! It really sucks to be broke, but I'm trying my very best to save up. I have yet to put aside $$$ for TDCC. To finish up everything, me and Nicholas are working things back all over again. Hope it's all worth it in the end.

From now onwards, I'm going to be enemies with the Sun.

the family tree.

2011-04-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

Since I've got so much free time, I'd love to update about my family tree from my Dad's side. You guys ever heard of Tepak Sireh, where some people hold weddings there? My family used to call it Gedung Kuning (The Yellow Mansion). That's where my Dad and all of his big family lived. I remember when I was young, I love to play at this White Swing and in the end I got bitten by a red ant :< Haha I miss those times there. To be honest, I miss my late grandfather because I remember he used to stay over at our place, when me and Zahra was playing dressing up, he managed to give us a smile and laughed even though he was ill that point of time. Time flies too fast and we're all grown up now. How I wish I met my late grandmother, Dad always tell interesting stories about how she has always been a good cook and how creative she is. Anyways, this is how Gedung Kuning look like previously. Till then!

"This stranger was the most important person in my life"

2011-04-22T10:30:00.001-07:00

Stage 1 : Meeting
Stage 2: The Chase
Stage 3: Honeymoon
Stage 4: Comfortable
Stage 5: Tolerance
Stage 6: Downhill
Stage 7: Breaking Up

We've all experienced this before, in fact, most of us. Gone through the entire process and here we are, living another day without that stranger who was once our first priority. From strangers to friends, from friends to close friends, from close friends to inseparables, and from lovers.. To strangers again. It's an unfair world isn't it? How overwhelming emotions that both parties have no single idea how to solve, hearts are broken and tears are wasted. This is what I fear most in my current relationship.
Like what most people say, "Two is better than one." It's more of saying if both decides to hold on, and not give up then why waste time arguing of the littlest things that one couldn't commit? Sometimes, I feel like punching myself in the face for letting go so easily just because standards are not met. Out of all insecurities and mistakes made in the past, people often popped out that ugly sentence - "It's best for us to go separate ways." I don't want to look back one day and regret not pursuing this love I have for you only because I fear of failure. I've prepared my armour and shield, ready to fight a battle.

Kim

the number one reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of how far they have gotten.

2011-04-18T11:33:00.000-07:00

What if we fall in love with someone with just effortless humour then what if one day we no longer find that someone funny? Did we ever notice the way we smile everytime we're texting? How about the late night conversations we once had? Or maybe how we use to wait for each other's appearance at MSN Messenger, and still denies we don't? Well in a silly way, we do. At one point of time I was grinning in front of my cellphone without realizing when someone beside me decided to tap my shoulder and asked why. As per usual, I'll just shrug my shoulders and turn away. Sometimes, I'll be sitting in the middle of doing something and I'll remember and it makes me think, "Do I have feelings for this particular person?" or perhaps "Have I fell accidentally in love?" Well for now, that's a mystery.

Maybe something smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like hours.

2011-04-09T12:02:00.000-07:00

I've never cried this bad for any boy ever, till tonight. It's really hard to let go when you're just emotionally attached to each other. I'm hanging.

It doesn't matter what clothes you put on, as long as you have the right attitude.

2011-04-08T12:26:00.000-07:00

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USS for the third time with my dear childhood friend ♥

One day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars.

2011-03-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

Manz, apologies for not updating lately! Anyhoos, Australia Trip was ze shites! I've uploaded four albums at Facebook. Let the pictures do the talking?

CLICK HERE

all this drama is so crazy, all these lies are even worse

2011-03-12T00:28:00.000-08:00

One, two, three, four, tell me that you love me more.Five, six, seven eight, I think I'll update quite late!

somehow no matter how apart, you two are looking at something at the same time

2011-03-09T01:02:00.000-08:00

What I'm wearing: Stripe Ribbon Crop Top, Ice-cream Socks, Accessories, Knee-high Socks, Navy Blue Baseball Jacket - All from Topshop. Polka Dots Shorts and Striped Peter Pan Dress - New Look. Fedora Hat - Forever 21.

There's absolutely no point in being negative about things you just can't change.

2011-03-08T01:58:00.001-08:00

I was really bored.

Goodbye February, Hello March

2011-02-28T19:38:00.001-08:00

Emma Watson for Marie Claire from BootLegs on Vimeo.

we'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest picture of each other

2011-02-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

Secrets. You, me, she, he, us, all of us have a reason of keeping at least one. At times it brought about misconceptions, at times it's all about denying a statement. Everyone have secrets, all of the people on Earth. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they've all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe?

One night when the full moon was reflecting it's natural agent, she gluttonously ignited a fag out of compulsion. A drop of clear salty liquid start flowing from the eyes, bit by bit. Everyone knows it's time to set it free. But still, one chose to grasp. This humankind politely lifted up her chin, and showed his sensibility in every positive way. And then he reminded himself of his past experience with the former partner. We're bound to run into obstacles in life. We might trip, and we might fall. But don't let these obstacles put you down, and keep your head looking up. Because the best things in life comes to those who always keep their heads held high. Don't miss your rainbow because of a tiny rock.

And one day when you're old, look back with no regrets. This one's for all of you who once had your hearts broken.

I waited for a long time and there was nothing but the pain of wanting something I couldn’t seem to find.

2011-02-19T06:13:00.000-08:00

Rayban. Photographed and Processed by Mia Ismail. Male model - Afiq Ali Khan.

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS FOR THE SECOND TIME WITH MY GIRLS ♥

2011-02-16T21:27:00.000-08:00

I've never felt this absolutely care-free for quite some time now. Sleeping late and waking up late, playing the computer for one whole day, or even movie marathon-ing the whole day, cleaning up the room and even changing the whole layout, pasting Topshop posters and hanging butterflies, dying my whole hair in Red, Facetime-ing with the Boyfriend till we turn off the lights, Facebook 24/7, updating online journals, got an iPhone 4, catching up with several girlfriends and childhood friends, sleepover at the Boyfriend's, First Virgin attempt to cook Spaghetti for the Boyfriend, visited the Habourfront Walk and Universal Studio's '11 with Siti and Nurvianty for the second time! This few weeks had been the most wonderful days ever. But at the same time, I feel just plain life-less.
Universal Studio's hadn't changed at all, everything I rode was the same. But this time round, I had tremendously enjoyed myself with the girls! Not to forget, we got ourselves soak like mad during the Spinotauraus ride! We rode the Glactica for five times and The Mummy Ride for four times. Awesome much? I had Biggie Chilli Burger for lunch at Mel's Drive-in. Later on at night, we had a bit of Chocolates shopping - bought for the Boyfriend a gigantic Reese mug with Peanut Butter cups wrapped inside! We hanged out at the beach till late, and we bumped into a few Caucasians along the way. There were about ten of them inside the monorail and all of them were drinking liqour with plastic cups inside! One Blonde man turned to Siti and said, "Jealous much?" HAHAHAHAHA. We bought Macdonalds' after that and bumped into my former colleagues. Took a long bus ride home :)

I don't care what you have to say, my hearts not in the mood.

2011-02-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

Jealousy
A secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection. Jealousy often consists of a combination of presenting emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy.

Jealousy, it's about being envious of someone else's possessions, achievements, or advantages. Three or four years ago, there's this particular girl who once took me as a rival. Reason which, her former partner she's not over with has mistakenly, fallen in love with me. Number 1, I didn't give such overwhelming hopes. Number 2, I drew a line. Being discontented, she called me a snatcher. I decided to remain uninterrupted - so I surpassed and waved the white flag.

A year ago, in fact months back, I experienced a somewhat unbearable occurrence on which a similar event took place. There's this another humankind who begun showering unwanted attention on me, through the cybernetics. It was rather surprising the fact that I was not aware that she ever existed. In fact, I became rather a political topic at her school and it all started operating with several big fat mouths. Resulting from good luck, one of my mutual friends heard about this matter and brought it up to me. How sad isn't it? Judging a person way faster than ever knowing one at the very beginning.

Girl, do not let jealousy take over control. Karma's hitting you back faster than I thought it would. All the best!

Farewell, Topshop/Topman Vivo City.

2011-02-12T22:18:00.001-08:00

Leave /lēv/
to depart from permanently; quit: to leave a job.
Goodbyes are hard. It may be harder for the person leaving, but it's always hardest for the one left behind.

++++++++++++++ POLAROID +++++++++++++++

2011-02-01T22:34:00.000-08:00

My scanner's not working, and my camera's spoilt. So I'm using my Mum's camera which quality sucks as much as it is. Hope you don't mind :)

I just completely died inside, if only all bestfriends can be like that.

2011-01-29T22:43:00.000-08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened. Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?

seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden

2011-01-26T10:28:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I broke my virginity to Seoul Garden, like finally! Please don't laugh at me. And these two are my favourite girls ever! I love 'em ♥

I wish I didn't care. My head says "Who cares?" but then my heart whispers, "You do, stupid."

2011-01-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

Nothing's fits best with a impromptu catching up session with my girls and Supper Time with the second family! Two of my girls wanted to surprise me at work while I have no idea about it and my initial plan was to meet Siti. And then we started hanging out together and they clicked in a second! Around ten or so, I went to meet my colleagues and off we went to Newton. Scrumptious Prawns, Satay with Peanut sauce and many more!

If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.

2011-01-23T10:37:00.000-08:00

One year too fast, never wanted all of you to know I'm leaving

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her smile was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.

2011-01-21T09:20:00.000-08:00

KL TRIP WITH ♥

I woke up very early and Ayah picked us up around 8. Nicholas had too many hours of sleep inside the car while I was busy playing with my favourite game at his iPhone 4. We had a few stops before we checked into our hotel room. After which, Ayah led us both alone for shopping! Yes, SHOPPING! So this boy have a lot to get since Chinese New Year is around the corner. We went to get our favourite Caramel Frappe from Starbucks and Topshop's Burgundy Baseball Jacket just had to catch my eyes! We went to Pavillion and decided to make a move to KLCC. It was rather funny when most of the tourists there kept on asking the boyfriend for directions! I was laughing away cause he really looked like a freaking Tour Guide. And then continued our shopping at KLCC!

The boyfriend had a very hard time to hunt down for jeans since all of you knows he's a freaking pole with sexy female legs! Err.. kay joking he's a waist 28. There's one he liked at Zara though but it was rather big. I liked it too cause it has some leather lining. Then we proceed to Topman and I was forcing him to try on light or faded colour jeans since he doesn't have any of those colours. And then we end up camwhoring inside fitting rooms! AHAHA.

He nearly bought a Fred Perry until we saw the price tag. It was so damn funny cause I made him try a lot cause he look nice in Polo tees! Plus, a staff there commented on my new baby (my new Dr Martens Boots) hehehe.

By then, we were extremely shagged. In the end, the Boyfriend's done with his shopping and I was complaining to him how famished I was! *inserts cutest sad face* And then.. our next pit stop is..................

Yes you guessed right! A&W!!!

Met Mummy and Ayah after that and we dropped by a few malls around the hotel which I forgot the names was. Before we head back to the hotel to get our sleep, me and the Boyfriend had Starbucks again! Starbucks FTW! Oh ya.. my shoes was giving me blisters at the end of the day :(

Early at nine in the morning, me and the Boyfriend was awaken by Mummy and Ayah. They were shouting, "Sahur, Sahur!" Hahaha.

This is Teddy - me and the Boyfriend's son. Nicholas just had to bring him over to KL when our other daughter which is my purple carebear is sleeping at home. Aw.

My hands were itchy to wear the Baseball Jacket on the very next day! We had a few last rounds of shopping, had a few stops for breakfast and also lunch before heading back to Singapore. Enjoy the pictures!
♥

jangan kau beri harapan padaku seperti ingin tapi tak ingin yg aku minta tulus hatimu bukan pura-pura

2011-01-15T11:11:00.000-08:00

impromptu

Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.

2011-01-08T09:10:00.000-08:00

Tonight, I've learnt that unexpected things is like to occur on such an event.

Every little girl knows about love. It is only her capacity to suffer because of it that increases.

2011-01-03T09:46:00.000-08:00

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It’s the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows & the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years.

The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places

2011-01-01T09:32:00.000-08:00

Please kindly handover back my life.

Angels of Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2010

2010-12-26T10:13:00.000-08:00

Angels of Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2010 from Justin Wu on Vimeo.

Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can’t always see the pain someone feels.

2010-12-24T11:05:00.000-08:00

My New Year's resolution this year is to get an iPhone 5. Okay.. no. I'm a bit exhausted to plan out this year's resolution because if you ever noticed, I never really achieve most of them. Well let's just put it this way, I'll be a better person next year. 2010 had been a surprising year, for me that is. Life was rather challenging. I was emotionally attached to work, and of course the boyfriend. I wasn't the girl you all used to know. I lost quite a number of friends this year, and eventually replaced some true ones. I got a taste of reality in action. I made mistakes, I learn from them. I've been through many highs and lows with Nicholas, and even got myself a second family. I love this boy more than you love your own boyfriends', and hoping for a very much enjoyable time for a holiday to Australia on March '11! And this stubborn boy is the reason why I'm still standing strong. We had our usual ups and downs and like what most people uttered, "Opposites do attract." This year, I've also known some people who seemed to just get in my way. But that didn't even carried me to failure. You got to try harder, female otter. According to my personal experience, working at Topshop Vivo City was the biggest privilege I ever had my whole entire life. Who on Earth would hire some girl like me - I walked in the shop with ripped shorts, denim vest with a pair of Birkenstock slippers asking for a job vacancy or I was rather lucky that night maybe? Never did I know I'll be very loyal to this particular job, it's going to be a year now. It was my second home, there's this very firm bond that's just unbreakable. I'd never ask for more. Not to forget, this year's 18th Birthday at Studio M Hotel was the most memorable birthday ever. I have too much of highlights, but I will always be pleased for my girls with the constant supports and always being there. You girls know who you are. Mwa! I'm thankful of all the events that happened this year, rather be it happy, sad, good or even bad. I'll cherish the ones I've met this year, and hope for an everlasting bond. I thank God for everything. Everyone's just special in their own ways - Happy Holidays!

i've walked too long 2010. its time to ride on 2011. and then it'll be 2012.

2010-12-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

2012 (It Ain't the End)

You know what they say - Life ain't always easy everyday. We're survivors, so forget the day. It's all about tonight act a fool and start a riot, a riot be a rebel. Bottles popping 'til we can't stand.We keep rocking 'til 6am."

Happiness and sadness run parallel to each other. When one takes a rest, the other one tends to take up the slack.

2010-12-18T11:51:00.000-08:00

Dirty, dirty cheap. Dirty cheap.

Live life through the windshield, not the rearview mirror.

2010-12-16T09:32:00.000-08:00

Now, there's only 14 precious days left. No, not to New Year but it marks the day that Bestfriend's leaving for New Zealand. I never felt this emotional till it draws near, day by day. It sucks a whole lot thinking I could go through this all by myself. She had always been my backbone. And I can imagine the whole situation when I call her and cry, "I need you" and she'd always be there and reply "I'll be there." And the next thing you know, I'd be crying on her shoulder under my block. Gosh. Now who's going to be there for me?

Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang Nuffnang

2010-12-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

Nuffnang, your moola has arrived!

minimalism, maximalism, and plenty in between

2010-12-10T05:53:00.000-08:00

Met my favourite girl after work

Just be yourself, cause no one can ever tell you, you're doing it wrong.

2010-12-01T09:53:00.000-08:00

You got me smiling once again, boy.
Hello December!

"He will only start realizing when you're gone, because that's just the way it is."

2010-11-25T10:58:00.000-08:00

- May 22nd, '09

There'll be a point of time when you certainly just feel like giving up. When you finally feel that you should turn around, and leave. And then.. Being deliberate as I am, I cut off one's sentences and said, "After all that you've been through, why not risk everything? What if it's worth the pain? Why waste months or even years with each other and initially give up everything in the end?" One then remained silent. I'm like every other girl, I crave for as much attention from the one I love. I used to find that it's a need for every anniversary or monthsary to be special in any way - I find it a necessity to celebrate this very special occasion. I used to get "good morning" and "goodnight" messages every day. Miraculously in the present, one particular boy made me realize that isn't every meeting's supposed to be special, be it a normal meet-up or date or even a celebration? Neither do I get as much attention I can get nor sweet mushy messages everyday. I never got any surprises even though you girls know how much I love those things. To think about it, it's not about expectations anymore. It's about how one protrudes it's love. These are the positive things that made me keep holding on, still.

Personally, I discovered by chance that one deliberately perpetrate an error of judgement countless of time. But still, I chose to close one's eye. As many speeched, "If he can do it, why can't you?". Somehow, I believe in Karma. And eventually, one's going to deserve it sooner or later. It's about making your personal choice. I still remembered an old friend of mine used to say this - "Ini semua antara nak atau tak nak". Be it rather typical or not, it does makes some sense. I just need distractions and kind-hearted species to keep this smile of mine going on. My very own bestfriend taught me how to be strong in many ways, and I actually admired her for that. Cheers to positive attitude people! :)

"I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely. If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me."

2010-11-23T06:42:00.000-08:00

I hate time. Time, wherein one says that observing a certain number of repetitions of a free-swinging pendulum. It goes in seconds, minutes and hours. It passes as and when it like, and knowing that everyone else in the world would wish it would be a little slower. Time, at the same time, allows all of us to drift away from those once who were there. It measures to a lot of changes.

Major changes are happening at work, many people left whereas the new ones came to replace them. Relationship affairs, miscommunication, backstabbing, lack of teamwork and leadership and there goes the team, crumbling down. I hate to say this but, I really do miss the old batch. I had always been the girl who keeps everything to herself but I actually stood up for the very first time. I find you an encumbrance in many ways in her life. And really, I think you jolly well shut your gaps up before you think you can make the third unlucky girl to shed a single tear for you. Don't even think about it.

To put aside all of the drama, I thank God, I've gotten my smile back. I learned how to keep myself happy by occupying most of the time with songs that elaborates what one heart feels. And this current song in my blog right now, it's playing on repeat mode over and over again on my handphone. Things do happen for a reason, so just smile :)

Love The Way You Lie Part II

2010-11-17T11:36:00.000-08:00

"Now there's gravel in our voices. Glass is shattered from the fight. In this tug of war, you'll always win even when I'm right, cause you feed fables from your hand with violent words and empty threats, and it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied."

Never make permanent decisions on temporary feelings.

2010-11-16T11:06:00.000-08:00

To decide is causing to come to a resolution in the mind as a result of consideration whereas to plan is an intention or decision about what one is going to do. I was certainly never good at both, not at all. Making decisions and planning something out does not go along very well.

she stays awake even though she’s falling asleep at the keyboard, trying to make things better.

2010-11-07T20:05:00.000-08:00

Cause I forgive you for every mistake you’ve done, for every tear you bring into my eyes, for every heartache."

I’m not the person I used to be. I must admit - a lot of shit got to me.

2010-11-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

Simple Saturday - with Zahirah, love ♥
Knitted Cardigan, Black Airtex Dress paired up with Panelled Skinny jeans all from Topshop.

"because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind"

2010-11-03T10:48:00.000-07:00

Because we are only human

(not having the best time of her life)